I am conscript

I have been conscripted,
by circumstance and the illusion of choice,
into the ranks of a ragtag army of faith.
I have been dragged in,
kicking and screaming;
lined up, numbered, uniformed,
put through hoops
and marched off
to fight the good fight
with whatever might
I can muster.

What a motley crew we are!

Some sit, some stand.
Some kneel, some bow.
Some drink, some don't.
Some sing but others silent stay.
Some clap and sway,
while others stand erect.
Some sit while others kneel.
Some read, accepting,
while others read, comparing.
Some lead,
and some are led.
Some listen, some shout.
Some discern, some debate.
Some confess.
Some move and shake.
Some fear and tremble.
Some embrace ecstasy,
and fall about in rapture.
Some carry the shield of dignity
with vaunting pride.
Some want a future.
Some seek the end.
Some know a god.
Some doubt.
Some want grace.
Some sing and dance.
Some point the finger.
Some take the blame.
Some accuse.
Some forgive.
Some lean on works.
Some march to war.
Some make peace.
Some forgive and some restore.
Some hate, some love.
Some laugh, some cry.
Some advance, some retreat.
Some are bold.
Some are humble.
Some are old
and others young.
Some declaim.
Some feel pain.
Some heal, and some are healed.
Some explain, some confuse.
Justice drives some.
Compassion drives others.
Some see their god in fire.
Some wash away their sin.
Some seek their god in beauty.
Some find their god in the folks next door.
Some craft their gods;
some get them over the counter.
Some talk to evanescent spirits.
Some rely on senses.
Some deny their senses. 
Some are grounded.
Some soar.
Some have dogmas.
Some have faith.
Some embrace doubt,
while others are confident and sure.
Some write and paint.
Some carve their faith in rock.
Some venture the odd poetic line.
Some are all of these
and others none of these
and some have not the foggiest notion
of what it's all about
and some make it up as they go along.

I am conscript;
ambitious to a fault;
hopeful in the face
of overwhelming force 
and rejoicing in the march
to God knows where...

© Karel Reus